God's Ballerina
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​You turned my wailing into dancing;
    you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent.
    Lord my God, I will praise you forever.
Psalm 30:11-12
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Who Is God's Ballerina?

BoYee (aka, God's Ballerina) loves to dance for God in many forms!  You might see her dancing on stage at a church or dancing in the aisles of a grocery store.  It doesn't matter to her.  When she is moved by the Holy Spirit, she will worship God, no matter where she is!  Her love for dance and music oozes out of her!

BoYee's mother put her into dance classes since she was only two years old, and she has been in love with dance ever since then!  BoYee enjoys stretching for about two hours most days; it is a healing self-care practice for her.

Spending time with God is a must for BoYee, and she does so through prayer and reading the word daily.  God is BoYee's best friend, her Lord and Savior, her hero, her everything.  God has blessed BoYee with an amazing husband, an amazing father, an amazing mother, amazing brothers, amazing family, amazing friends, amazing mentors, and amazing clients.

BoYee was not always a Christian.  In fact, she was a rigid atheist in her adolescent years and then a prideful New Ager (a yoga instructor, a Vipassana meditation practitioner, Reiki practitioner) in her 20's. 

​She used to hate what Christians believed in and she could not stand the concept of Jesus.  She often tried to talk her Christian family members and Christian friends out of salvation.  She would say, "You don't need a crutch.  You are your own god/goddess!"  She would get angry at Christians because she felt they were weak.  She believed Christians had low intellect and were pathetic.

The reason BoYee was drawn to atheism was because she had experienced severe sexual and emotional abuse for eight years by her stepfather, a serial pedophile.  When she ran away from home at age of 19, she embraced occult and New Age practices, hoping she could heal herself by herself (without God).  However, none of these paths worked.  They only led her further towards death and destruction.


BoYee's pride grew tremendously.  She even changed her last name to "Nataraja," naming herself "Lord of Dance."  She wanted to become her own God, and started to call herself "the Goddess of Dance."  The Bible says, "Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall." (Proverbs 16:18).  This is exactly what happened to BoYee.

At the height of her prideful state of being, in the Winter of 2017, she was demonically attacked for three days.  This happened in her bedroom at the ashram she was living at with other "yogis."  This demon told her to kill herself and she was terrified that she was seriously considering this. 

It was not like her to think this way, and she knew these thoughts were coming from outside of her (from a demon).  She felt utterly stupid for ever thinking she was all-powerful.  All the Reiki powers she thought she possessed did not come in handy during these demonic attacks.  She felt utterly helpless and powerless. 

On the third day of being attacked, she could not handle it anymore, and thought to herself, "I have prayed to the Universe, Buddha, Krishna, Ganesh, the Mother, Supreme Master, Sri Aurobindo, Master Sha, Quan Yin, the Sun, the Moon, the stars and the rocks.  Who's left?"  She she suddenly realized that she had never prayed to Jesus before.  She did not even know how to pray to Him.

Out of desperation, she whispered Jesus' name.  When she said His name, the demon instantly vanished, and she felt overwhelming peace like she had never felt before.  She knew He was real and almost chuckled at herself for being so stubborn for so many years, refusing to talk to Him for most of her life up to that point.  "It was so easy to surrender to Him.  I could have done this a long time ago," she thought to herself.

A month after this experience, she got baptized and was born again.

However, BoYee's life was not a walk in the park immediately after she got baptized.  She was cursed with a (benign) tumor in her left ankle that cause excruciating nerve pain for about a year.  She did not know she had a tumor in her ankle.  She thought she was simply injured from ballet.  She hobbled around on crutches for a year until she finally went to the doctor to see what was going on.  She got her tumor removed and healed quickly after that.  However, she continued to not dance for many months after her ankle healed because she felt so terrible and ashamed for ever calling herself "the Goddess of Dance."

She knew that she deserved much worse than the curse that she received.  At the minimum, she deserved to lose her legs for being so blasphemous towards God.  However, God spared her and gave her a second chance to dance again. 


After taking two years off from dancing to repent, BoYee is now training her body to get back into dance to worship God.  BoYee realizes now that everything she was looking for all along (healing, freedom, and power), she is now getting from Jesus Christ, the only One who can give us true healing, freedom, and power.  She hopes to inspire people to give their lives fully to Jesus and allow Him to heal them from all wounds and trauma, to free them from all types of bondage (emotional, mental, spiritual, physical), and to empower them to live fully. 

As she works on making her body the best it can be, she also hopes to inspire people to respect their bodies and make their bodies the best instrument possible to do God's work while they are here on earth.

God has been progressively sanctifying her since giving her faith, and BoYee is so grateful to God for humbling her and showing her her faults and sins every single day.  BoYee is far from perfect and loves to lean on God and trust in Him for everything.

Since giving her life to Jesus, BoYee has renounced her involvement in yoga, Reiki, Buddhism, astrology, goddess mentality, witchcraft, shamanism, and other occult practices.  She urges all Christians (and non-Christians) to do the same.  These paths may seem innocent at first; however, they do lead towards death and destruction.  Only having faith in the One True God, Jesus Christ, will give us life.  
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For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 
- John 3:16


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Many others who went from New Age/Atheist to Jesus: SEE PLAYLIST
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Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies. 1 Corinthians 6:19-20

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